Saturday, 5 March 2016

#30.

You'll end up real disappointed if you think people will do for you as you do for them, not everyone has the same heart. 

I'm abit naive when it comes to people, honestly I don't get people anymore, Even if you've known a person a couple of months, you still know what they're like, you've had that person at your house for days on end, you do some really nice shit for that person so you must obviously like that person.. yes? But when it comes down to it really, you don't. Not one bit and it's so freaking disappointing.
When someone has spoken shit about my boyfriend I defend him til sunset comes up, literally he isn't a shitty person AND PLUS he's my boyfriend and that's what you're supposed to do when someone talks shit about what's yours. BUT, here's the conundrum, like that quote says, people are fucking shitty when it comes to shit like this. they won't even say one little thing to stick up for you. How can you even try and say you love someone when someone talks shit about your girl, you just stand there like a wet fish? I've already said a couple of posts back that I respected his momma, blah blah blah. But what I don't respect and you can hate on me all you like but when you have a full on conversation with someone about how fucking shitty anxiety is and how shitty you feel within yourself, so that person knows you've felt so so so bad.. why would you allow a person to feel that way again whether you fully know them or not?

I don't get it how people can talk to you about how you're feeling yet when someone says they don't like you or they think your son's too good for that person or whatever else was said then you should of said I'm not a shitty person like you all made me out to be.

I'm not a shitty person, yet noone defended me. I WASN'T EVEN THERE AND ALL YOU BITCHES STILL SPOKE SHIT ABOUT ME.

I'm so disappointed in my judgement right now, and myself because I thought I made a bomb first impression with his family blah blah blah.

People are dickheads.

Proper blog coming soon.

Ox 

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